Rambling about nothing on a Saturday
Feb. 17th, 2007 04:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fairjennetFeeling like a zombie girl today, cause I stayed up waaaay to late last night. I just can't sleep anymore. My thoughts start whirling the moment I get into bed.
It doesn't help that I'm writing again, which always makes me feel like something is seriously wrong with my stomach.
This makes absolutely no sense. I've been writing my family history for years, and that sort of writing never made me nervous before. I've even sent parts of it to other amateur genealogists and didn't lose a wink of sleep about it. And I'm over being nervous about posting in rp games. If it sucks, oh well, at least I had fun sucking. Its not fear of critique that's turning me into a gibbering idiot.
So, WTF? Nobody is ever going to read the important stuff since I never mean to post it anywhere. Something about creating a story, even if its only going to be locked in a drawer for the rest of eternity, makes me feel like I'm stuck in the middle of one of those "I forgot to put on clothes this morning" dreams. Seriously, I don't know how you people do it.
Does anybody else feel this way when they write?
It doesn't help that I'm writing again, which always makes me feel like something is seriously wrong with my stomach.
This makes absolutely no sense. I've been writing my family history for years, and that sort of writing never made me nervous before. I've even sent parts of it to other amateur genealogists and didn't lose a wink of sleep about it. And I'm over being nervous about posting in rp games. If it sucks, oh well, at least I had fun sucking. Its not fear of critique that's turning me into a gibbering idiot.
So, WTF? Nobody is ever going to read the important stuff since I never mean to post it anywhere. Something about creating a story, even if its only going to be locked in a drawer for the rest of eternity, makes me feel like I'm stuck in the middle of one of those "I forgot to put on clothes this morning" dreams. Seriously, I don't know how you people do it.
Does anybody else feel this way when they write?
